Showing posts with label art. Show all posts
Showing posts with label art. Show all posts

Sunday, 16 September 2012

Self-denier: More Adventures in Anti-Survivalism

Posted 10 August 2011 - 04:01 AM


I can't pretend it gets easier, are those pills making you bitter?

Last time I saw you, you were a balloon, tied up in a string.

You don't know the ghosts of your past, whose lives you've left for dead. You're hiding under the table again, talking to a chimpanzee, a snake; spitting out the cake and watching old film on a new movie screen - but you're still so lost for thought, for inspiration, for a clue.

Post-modernist or scientist, you're running from the pain; but you'll read it in a book, where the sarcasm's not snide, it's all subtle and dry, and for once the words don't judge you, the illustrations don't whisper secrets; and even the stories you read - of glorious everydays, of troubled existence- are all muted. 

Saturday, 15 September 2012

There's no use in poetry, degradation and the poetry of degradation

23/08/07 19:19


maybe, maybe I'm just one man and you're plenty
when you say I'm out of touch
and all you who say I'm defeatist...

Well, there you go

And I haven't quite had much to begin with.
No, not worth the point of arguing
What is there? To fight for?
Oh, mock me at will
Because I wasn't made for warfare.

Dress me up in all your favourite clothes
and smear your lipstick on
"Oh, you miserable tart"
-But that's what I said...

Oh never mind...

And it's funny when you're told when to laugh,
and who to laugh at.
I'm too old to be told I'm so young
And mistaking
And I'd have so much use in some wealth, some mock-marrige
And a home... Which had never been mine.
So shut up, shut up...

Won't you just?...